1H=NATURAL
PROGRAMMING
2L=TO ENSURE A CONTINUING LIFE
3H=A SPECIFIC SET OF PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES
RENDERING THE SPECIES OBSOLETE
4HL=ONE-SIDED
SEXUAL
ATTRACTION
5L=RARELY DO THE PIECES FIT
BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE WITH THIS DISEASE
6H=LOVE IS A COMPROMISE
THE INABILITY TO PURSUE
7H=TRUE DESIRE IS WHAT YOU FEEL WITHIN
A BOTTOMLESS BLACK HOLE
8L=THE FEELINGS CAN'T BE IGNORED
THEY MUST BE PURSUED
9L=WILL THEY TURN INTO VIOLENCE
WILL YOU OBEY YOUR CONSCIENCE
10H=CLINGING TO THE DELUSION THAT YOUR FEELINGS WILL BE RETURNED
FORGETTING THAT EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU IS REPULSIVE
IF THESE FEELINGS ARE REAL THEN WHY WOULD THEY BE
NEGATIVE
11H=SETTING YOURSELF UP FOR FAILURE
ONE FAILURE AFTER ANOTHER
12L=ENDLESS POSSIBLE SCENARIOS
HL=INVADING YOUR WAKING THOUGHTS AND DREAMS
L=DURING A GLORIOUS ORGASM
HL=PATHS GET CROSSED UNTIL YOU THINK YOU SEE
13L=TRUE LOVE
14L=CREATING
H=FICTION
L=HAPPINESS
H=FANTASY
L=REAL
H=NOT REAL
L=NOT REAL
15H=LIVING OUT A FANTASY IS MORE FULFILLING
THAN DEALING WITH REALITY'S EVER PRESENT FLAWS
16L=CATCHING BRIEF GLIMPSES OF AWARENESS
THE EMBARASSMENT PUSHES IT AWAY
17HL=YOU'RE UNWANTED
YOU'RE NOT NEEDED
18H=YOU KNOW THESE FEELINGS ARE ILLOGICAL BUT YOU'RE WEAK
L=YOU KNOW THESE FEELINGS ARE UNNECESSARY BUT YOU
DON'T
19L=IT'S LIKE A PUZZLE
HOW CAN YOU FORCE THE PIECES TOGETHER
H=BUT YOU KNOW THEY'LL NEVER FIT
L=BUT YOU JUST CAN'T RESIST
LETTING YOUR MIND
20L=GO
H=GO
21H=HER BODY IS INTOXICATING
L=RIPPING OFF LAYERS UNTIL THE SKIN
H=YOUR REASON FOR LIVING, WITH JUST ONE TOUCH
L=STARTING OUTSIDE THEN GOING IN
H=TASTING HER VERY ESSENCE
L=CRAVING IT MORE
22L=AND MORE
23H=NEVER WAKE UP AGAIN
LIVING THIS DREAM FOREVER
24HL=THERE'S NO ALTERNATIVE
25H=IT GETS HARDER AFTER EACH RELEASE
ONLY SO MUCH PLEASURE TO BE HAD
SOON IT WILL BE TIME FOR THE NEXT STEP
IT'S A SHAME THIS STAGE IS AN EVENTUALITY
FALLING BACK TO EARTH
HL=WHY DOES IT HAVE TO END
26L=HATING YOURSELF
FOR WHAT YOU'VE
DONE
27H=THERE'S NO GOING BACK, NO TIME FOR REGRET
L=IT'S TIME TO SEE THIS THROUGH
H=YOU'VE LET THIS GONE ON LONG ENOUGH
L=ADDICTED TO REJECTION
28H=UNCONTROLLABLE SEXUAL DESIRES
PORTRAYING THEMSELVES AS LOVE
29L=KNOWING YOURSELF MAKES IT EASY TO GIVE IN
30H=YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HER, SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW YOU EXIST
31H=BUT WHAT ABOUT THE PICTURES AND THE HIDDEN MEANINGS
32HL=THEY'RE FOR YOU
33H=HOW CAN THERE BE SO MANY COINCIDENCES
THE WORLD IS OUT TO GET YOU
L=THERE ARE NO HAPPY ENDINGS
H=YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE
34L=HOW CAN YOUR JUDGEMENT BE SO FLAWED
35H=WISHFUL THINKING
36L=MAYBE TODAY WILL BE THE DAY
37H=HOW CAN YOU PROVE THESE FEELINGS ARE REAL
38H=DEEP DOWN YOU KNOW IT'S ALL IN YOUR HEAD
L=DEEP DOWN YOU KNOW
39H=DEEP DOWN YOU KNOW
40H=YOU LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOURSELF
YOU CAN'T BLAME ANYONE ELSE
WHAT DID YOU GET OUT OF IT
NOTHING
41L=IMAGINE IF YOU HAD NO CONSCIENCE
AND THE THINGS THAT YOU'D MAKE HER DO
TO SATISFY YOUR SEXUAL URGES
42H=THAT BECOMES THE FANTASY THAT POLLUTES THE MIND
THAT'S WHAT GETS YOU THROUGH EACH DAY
SEEING HER SUFFER BRINGS ANOTHER KIND OF PLEASURE
A PLEASURE THAT CAN BE REAL
43L=PSYCHOPATHIC TENDENCIES
44H=AHHH
45H=IF ONLY ONE COULD BE SO LUCKY TO LOSE THEIR SANITY
46L=AT LEAST YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE THE DREAMS
47H=WHY DOES LOGIC ALWAYS FAIL