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Tragic Immoral Illusions
06:18
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015
clutching the knife, there's no sympathy
piercing the skin, cutting deeper
ending a life out of anger
041
as the personality changes
there's no feelings of love
just a high of adrenaline
120
blood, there's so much blood
like a river of chocolate
to a young child's mind
204
nothing can compare to this exquisite pleasure
wanting to capture this feeling forever
304
wait on the other side
not questioning an altered mind
fixated on one life
killing over and over
340
the experience changes a person
the heart begins to glow black
after realizing fate is in their hands
there's no way to go back
514
clutching the knife, there's no sympathy
piercing the skin, cutting deeper
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Reliving Fading Memories
03:57
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003
happiness, has it been so long
what once was, is no more
026
the memories lose their power
soon they will be gone
048
holding a body like old times
but now it's a lifeless corpse
135
on the ground with eyes closed
thinking about the past
was it worth it, to change the present
there should have been more to it
squeezing the brain of every wave
feeding the nostalgic beast
creating new memories just isn't the same
not after what's been done
240
grasping for deja vu
memories replaced with dreams of violence
what once was, is no more
318
reliving fading memories
329
what once was, is no more
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Convoluted Justification
05:38
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011
aaahhh
020
the blame lies elsewhere
to not realize the effect of her actions
she knew there would be consequences
paying the ultimate price
040
try to run away
from the truth
it is almost time
destiny deserved
055
convoluted justification
104
convoluted justification
122
aaahhh
140
projecting feelings onto a mirror, oblivious
turning the logic and twisting the facts
right and wrong are creations of man
does it ever really matter?
231
whose hands does the judgment lie in
a stranger or someone involved in the act
understanding the intent
401
aaahhh
419
life is decided by choices
determining the path, the flow of time
righteousness or vengeance
nobody else's business
439
try to run away
from the truth
it is almost time
destiny deserved
504
convoluted justification
514
convoluted justification
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4. |
Two Questionable Regrets
07:01
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008
trapped in a state of second guessing
a never ending tug of war
filling the mind with potential outcomes
fueled by constant what-ifs
the battle between good and evil
where was the conscience during the brutal act
eaten away by shame and leftover rage
unable to adapt, confronting the fear
048
a sociopath could accept and move on
056
a decent person wouldn't even be here
126
two questionable regrets
143
maybe her life didn't deserve to end
reasons were there, but why even bother
was it worth the satisfaction, to conquer a human
when all that's left is more pain
215
maybe the end result just wasn't enough
torture and rape were left untested
the ultimate form of vengeful humiliation
when all that's left is more pain
247
aaahhh
305
two questionable regrets
345
can't shake the feeling of changing time
to discover oneself and what lies within
cracking under pressure as the curtain comes down
living the life that was chosen
dislocate matter from clean perceptions
clawing into the face of acceptance
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5. |
Rare Feelings of Vertigo
03:31
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never felt before
aging or a punishment
a life unbalanced
019
cedar quantum nodule
fictitious antique condensation
prescious helium container
035
aaahhh
051
seeking the sometimes glorious
entranced by its aura
057
endless migraines
equilibrium departs
sudden dimentia
opening holes
113
aaahhh
118
going nowhere
129
seeking the sometimes glorious
entranced by its aura
gasping for life
grasping for death
144
endless migraines
equilibrium departs
sudden dimentia
opening holes
210
beginning to sweat
feeling sick
unable to walk
fallen over
when the mind finally shuts down
dreams of the shining star
in the night, fall to the ground
an explosion of light and mental fatigue
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6. |
The Eventual Desperation
08:05
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032
end of time, clasp the chest
sorrow, fight till the end
heart of glass, going down
lifeless figurine, maybe next time
inside melting minds, no time to live
shapeshifter, it's all their fault
journey to the line, it's time to cross
sabotaged, never again
133
keeping it together, for what and why
cylinder, filled with magic sand
218
the eventual desperation
229
methods of nonexistence
240
the eventual desperation
309
climbing
backwards in the ground
318
hard limits, plausibility
forlorn, the body obtuse
fantasy, inevitably gratuitous
constant flailing thoughts, on the bed with background white
feeding negative, the wings are close - the feelings gone
full of rotten food, anticipation
substitute a limb, get up and out
years of training, catching the breath
413
murder, is that what they saw
437
fortunate subtleties, try it again
sinking through the crack, the leak is real - the face is not
featureless fragrance, makes a good team
537
the eventual desperation
549
methods of nonexistence
600
the eventual desperation
640
climbing
climbing up the tower, the tower of air
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Nostril Caverns Milton, Ontario
NOSTRIL CAVERNS is Chris Balch since 1997.
CORA CANNING is Dave and Chris since 1999.
death/black/grind/
math/experimental/
tech/prog/improv/
avantgarde/jazz/rock
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