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Tragic Immoral Illusions (2015)

by Nostril Caverns

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1.
Tragic Immoral Illusions 06:18
lyrics
015 clutching the knife, there's no sympathy piercing the skin, cutting deeper ending a life out of anger 041 as the personality changes there's no feelings of love just a high of adrenaline 120 blood, there's so much blood like a river of chocolate to a young child's mind 204 nothing can compare to this exquisite pleasure wanting to capture this feeling forever 304 wait on the other side not questioning an altered mind fixated on one life killing over and over 340 the experience changes a person the heart begins to glow black after realizing fate is in their hands there's no way to go back 514 clutching the knife, there's no sympathy piercing the skin, cutting deeper
2.
Reliving Fading Memories 03:57
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003 happiness, has it been so long what once was, is no more 026 the memories lose their power soon they will be gone 048 holding a body like old times but now it's a lifeless corpse 135 on the ground with eyes closed thinking about the past was it worth it, to change the present there should have been more to it squeezing the brain of every wave feeding the nostalgic beast creating new memories just isn't the same not after what's been done 240 grasping for deja vu memories replaced with dreams of violence what once was, is no more 318 reliving fading memories 329 what once was, is no more
3.
Convoluted Justification 05:38
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011 aaahhh 020 the blame lies elsewhere to not realize the effect of her actions she knew there would be consequences paying the ultimate price 040 try to run away from the truth it is almost time destiny deserved 055 convoluted justification 104 convoluted justification 122 aaahhh 140 projecting feelings onto a mirror, oblivious turning the logic and twisting the facts right and wrong are creations of man does it ever really matter? 231 whose hands does the judgment lie in a stranger or someone involved in the act understanding the intent 401 aaahhh 419 life is decided by choices determining the path, the flow of time righteousness or vengeance nobody else's business 439 try to run away from the truth it is almost time destiny deserved 504 convoluted justification 514 convoluted justification
4.
Two Questionable Regrets 07:01
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008 trapped in a state of second guessing a never ending tug of war filling the mind with potential outcomes fueled by constant what-ifs the battle between good and evil where was the conscience during the brutal act eaten away by shame and leftover rage unable to adapt, confronting the fear 048 a sociopath could accept and move on 056 a decent person wouldn't even be here 126 two questionable regrets 143 maybe her life didn't deserve to end reasons were there, but why even bother was it worth the satisfaction, to conquer a human when all that's left is more pain 215 maybe the end result just wasn't enough torture and rape were left untested the ultimate form of vengeful humiliation when all that's left is more pain 247 aaahhh 305 two questionable regrets 345 can't shake the feeling of changing time to discover oneself and what lies within cracking under pressure as the curtain comes down living the life that was chosen dislocate matter from clean perceptions clawing into the face of acceptance
5.
Rare Feelings of Vertigo 03:31
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009 never felt before aging or a punishment a life unbalanced 019 cedar quantum nodule fictitious antique condensation prescious helium container 035 aaahhh 051 seeking the sometimes glorious entranced by its aura 057 endless migraines equilibrium departs sudden dimentia opening holes 113 aaahhh 118 going nowhere 129 seeking the sometimes glorious entranced by its aura gasping for life grasping for death 144 endless migraines equilibrium departs sudden dimentia opening holes 210 beginning to sweat feeling sick unable to walk fallen over when the mind finally shuts down dreams of the shining star in the night, fall to the ground an explosion of light and mental fatigue
6.
The Eventual Desperation 08:05
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032 end of time, clasp the chest sorrow, fight till the end heart of glass, going down lifeless figurine, maybe next time inside melting minds, no time to live shapeshifter, it's all their fault journey to the line, it's time to cross sabotaged, never again 133 keeping it together, for what and why cylinder, filled with magic sand 218 the eventual desperation 229 methods of nonexistence 240 the eventual desperation 309 climbing backwards in the ground 318 hard limits, plausibility forlorn, the body obtuse fantasy, inevitably gratuitous constant flailing thoughts, on the bed with background white feeding negative, the wings are close - the feelings gone full of rotten food, anticipation substitute a limb, get up and out years of training, catching the breath 413 murder, is that what they saw 437 fortunate subtleties, try it again sinking through the crack, the leak is real - the face is not featureless fragrance, makes a good team 537 the eventual desperation 549 methods of nonexistence 600 the eventual desperation 640 climbing climbing up the tower, the tower of air

about

Written, recorded and released in two months in 2015.

Drums and rhythm guitars recorded without overdubs, punch-ins or timing manipulation.

No triggers or sample replacements used on the drums.

credits

released August 1, 2015

Chris Balch - guitars, drums, keyboards, vocals

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Nostril Caverns Milton, Ontario

NOSTRIL CAVERNS is Chris Balch since 1997.

CORA CANNING is Dave and Chris since 1999.

death/black/grind/
math/experimental/
tech/prog/improv/
avantgarde/jazz/rock

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